Humito's 12th experience with Salvia Divinorum,
10 + 12 spoons 10x extract bought at Botanic-Art.

This time I would fill my pipe with ten spoons. It had been several days since I had smoked Salvia. I set out my waterpipe, which I bought espescially for Salvia. I did some fresh water in it, ten little spoonfulls 10x extract and the pipe was ready. Now I wanted to play some music and it was going to be the music from MrBucket: Chiron-The Garden of Mirror Halls. This piece of music was inspired by Salvia, so perfect for a Salvia trip. After this track, that lasts 10 minutes, I would play a cd from the Love Parade 2000 in Berlin. I have something special with this music, because I have been with 't Trefpunt to the Love Parade. Usually when I play this music I feel the spirit again. It makes me have a sort of flashbacks from the Love Parade, what gets me in a party mood again.

As soon as the music on my computer started to play, I started smoking. But it was going to be clear that I was not going to feel a lot. The smoke I inhaled, just a little, I coughed out too soon. I was a little disappointed, not that it was a very strong feeling, but more something like: what a pity, let's smoke another one quickly.

This time I quickly put 12 spoons in my waterpipe. And smoked again, this time it went ok. Mostly it's not difficult to keep in the smoke from the 10x extract. It's a pure blend, made with a pure extract. It's good to see that no extra tar and other waste material came on the leaves. The 5x extract I have used the first experiences looked a lot darker. Whereas these enhanced leaves still look nicely green. So it's even visible that it was made with a purer extract. And I could feel it also, as you will read now.

Now I didn't have an annoying itching in my throat. Without any problems the smoke came deep into my lungs. I could keep in the smoke long enough. Then I exhaled some smoke and then I inhaled again and repeated this a couple of times, so all the smoke was not out my boby yet, when I felt the first tinglings in my boby. Now I slowly saw the well known images coming, beautiful colours, becoming more beautiful and bright, very fast.

As soon as I relaxed I melted away, my body dissappeared. But instead of wanting to lay down I had the irresistable urge to stand up. The thought went through my head that I had to stand up fast if I wanted to, because later it might not be possible anymore. Not that I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to get up again ever, but I knew that if I wouldn't get up fast, the Salvia would work so hard that during this experience I wouldn't be able to get up. And that was just what I wanted, I had to know what would happen if I would stand up.

Fast as an arrow I was sucked into the Salvia world, behind me I saw more and more things happening. Not really sure of what was happening, I tried to look deeper into the Salvia world, that layed behind me. In the Salvia world I saw pulsating energies, as if a countless amount of creatures had been waiting for me to come. At the same time I got up from the couch, where I just a moment ago was lying down relaxed. Then again something indescribable happened, allthough it has become a hobby of mine to try to describe it anyway.

It was still not clear to me what those pulsating energies were in the Salvia world behind me. But whatever it was, it was following me where ever I went. As if there was as much world behind as in front of me and I could choose in which one I wanted to look. But really disconnect this world I could not. The funny thing was that it was just as hard to disconnect this world as the Salvia world behind me. I haven't been able to look far enough into the Salvia world to see what it all is though.

But I was not sure wether this was to blame on the Salvia world, because at that moment I couldn't really see what was going on in the normal world. I could also only see this world as energy. Allthough the energies of this world had familiar forms to me. Slowly I started dancing to the rythm of the music. Now I began to see our world more normal again, but the Salvia world did not disappear, it was still behind me. It was a beautiful sight, 2 worlds were spinning around me at the same time.

I had to dance, the music was so beautiful and compelling that I had to move. Every tone from the music made something move in my perception. The music and the two worlds melted together, as if the music affected the two worlds. A sort of waving movement was created on the rythm of the music. Also at the same time I saw fraqtal-like figures coming and going on the rythm of the music. This produced a wonderful spectacle. The images went through both worlds. But they were the strongest in between the 2 worlds. The music was very relaxing and gave the whole experience a special twist. It gave me an extra relaxed feeling, allthough I have always had faith in the primal powers. Now every resistance had gone away, I knew that everything was good the way I saw it now. It was all in it's place, everything was waving neatly on the rythm of the music. Nothing could go wrong and nothing did go wrong. Completely surrendered to the experiences I was going through, my body was dancing to the rythm of everything, the rythm of the universe.

The music from MrBucket was finished and the music from the Love Parade had begun. Waving my arms I was dancing in my living-room. This was an achievement on itsself, I rarely dance. I'm 43 years old and only since 3/4 year, when I used XTC for the first time, I sometimes moved a little, but that really didn't qualify for dancing. In Berlin at the Love Parade I had 1 dose of XTC with me. Especially for customs I only took 1 dose with me. If they would check us out, I could swallow it and there would be no danger. I would have had my XTC way to early, but that wouldn't have been a problem. But everything went well, we haven't seen anyone at the border. So I took my first half pill when the party started and later the rest and I was dancing all day. Lately I often can not stand still on music, but now I was dancing wildly.

Every movement that I made was followed by the 2 worlds that left long afterburns on my retina. As if I was looking to the world behind me with my eyes, because that also left this afterglow on my eyes. When I turned left my perception turned along with me, but I was still seeing what was just in front of me and now next to me. Only after 10 seconds the image totally vanished. This only happened when I moved, so the images that were in front of me and stayed there didn't have this afterglow on my retina.

It was a fantastic sight; when I turned around, the 2 worlds turned with me. Both images were dragging a little after the real image so that a sort of veil of images was floating behind the 2 worlds. The Salvia world was so very wonderful, that it almost hurted my eyes. Still I was not able to see exactly what was going on in that Salvia world behind me. All I know is that everything what happened at that moment was radiating all-embracing love to me. This was so strong that it effected this world. Slowly this world got purified by the pure love that was coming from the Salvia world. Graduatly I saw a similar loving radiation coming from everything that was in this world also.

It was a tangle of images and somewhere in that tangle of images was the normal world, that still looked normal. But it was surrounded by much more. The afterburning of images in my perception appeared a game on itsself. I completely went up in this fairytale-like spectacle of 2 worlds hanging on in my perception as a veil. In the middle of all these faded images there is still the normal world and the Salvia world untransformed. Still I could not exactly determine what was going on in the Salvia world. But while I'm writing this now, days later, I can still feel and see that enormous love radiating from everything. It feels like this energy will not go away anymore. As if the world is completely washed clean by this energy from the Salvia world.

At the moment I was dancing around the table I was very carefull. It was as if I knew what movement I had to make and which one not. With the veil from the 2 worlds floating behind me I managed to get past the couch. There is not a lot of room between the couch and the table and when I passed a chair where there is no room at all, I really had to take care, because my Salvia plants are all there. On a large table, under it and around it. Half the house is taken over by the Salvia. So again I didn't have a lot of room when I danced past my plants through my room.

Then I realized I was coming closer to the door of my balcony. The balcony is not that unsafe, but I didn't want to fall through the glass window from the door. So I decided to stay in one place now. Slowly the normal world took over again and the Salvia world disappeared. When I looked at the clock I noticed that 10 minutes had passed. Filled with energy and lively I came back from my Salvia trance. Slowly everything became normal again, allthough now, after 4 days, it all still has that clean washed, energetic radiation. Like an LSD trip that gives an afterglow for a while, leaving the world a thousend times more magical and mystic.