Humito's 2nd experience with Salvia Divinorum,
1/16 gram 5x extract from Cosmic Trading.
Bought at Pluto on de Nieuwe Binnenweg Rotterdam.

Then I couldn't hold on anymore, my body, or what looked like my body, was turning around within the wirlpool. I feel an expanding, spinning movement and I feel my body stretching out. Just as lights gets sucked into a black hole, I get sucked into the wirlpool. I can't do anything to stop it. Then suddenly everything is quiet, although when I pay attention I can see everything slightly waving. I'm looking at my girlfriend like I'm looking through a drop of water. No, I'm not looking through this drop, I am the drop?? Then I know it as if I have known it al the time; I am the drop. There I am, floating in nothing, or is there something? It doesn't seem anything, but it's very much, even to much to mention. It's so much that I can hardly bear it, so maybe that's why I project it as a nothing. Or is it nothing? No, it's swarming with all kinds of things. When I'm looking at my girlfriend, who is looking at me with a smile, I think: "what am I doing here as a drop or the couch I was laying on or what am I"? It seems the most as if I am the drop. When I look up I saw a round spectacle, waving as if it's on the other side of the drop.

I am looking through the drop to Anneke and Anneke is outside the drop looking at me. Slowly this all is disappearing and when it's half gone I have a strange revelation. Clearly I feel how important the life as a drop is, but it's slowly fading. Then I don't know anymore, am I the drop having visions about the lives of two people, Anneke and Louis, of wich I am Louis, looking to Anneke. Or am I Louis having visions about a drop. Now I feel that both levels of conciousness are equally important and a struggle arises over where I belong. Slowly I crawl out of my drop vision although I know that on that other level I'm living a complete life that is many times richer and fuller. I'm still not sure wich life is richer, but maybe I'll find out in the future. Slowly I'm returning in a flat vision. The flatness of everything is striking me, it's flatter than a coin. Everything seems to only have two dimensions although there is also a sort of depth. Slowly I return to my body now and everything is back to normal again.

This all lasted maybe only 1 or 2 minutes. Everything looks beutifull and radiant, like after a mushroom session, everywhere I see a freshness wich you normally don't notice. When I'm, after 30 minutes, completely normal again, I realize I have experienced something very important. Clearly I feel this plant can learn me a lot and I have a deep faith in Lady Salvia. I'm sure she is good for me. It was a very heavy experience, but it also felt good and mild at the same time. Next time I'll try to keep my eyes closed, because I have the feeling that when I opened my eyes the wirlpool dissappeared and I was looking through the drop. So darkness could be very important for the best visions.